re-writing memories

so like you. whiskey in the freezer and ice cream melting on the counter into a summer puddle. this is something i never thought i would be scrambling to dissect.
ariel pink. animal collective. who was it?
i don't really like black and white movies and i'll probably fall asleep.
and i did. with you stroking your fingers through my confused mop of hair.
i don't know what the movie was. and now i'm mostly glad i don't. i would likely find myself torturing myself late at night with its flickers.
none of it even mattered. i was there for the comfortableness and the human connection.
simple touches. complicated matters of heart. and millions of questions.
i never thought i would make any difference.
i see you everywhere. riding your bike. walking down the sidewalk with a buzzed head or floppy mo-hawk.
i never thought it would be like this.