if anyone has any confidence to spare, i could sure use some.
i hate nights where i feel like everyone is on a mission to get waaaassted, except for me. it's possibly the most lonely feeling on earth. i think people probably start drinking to avoid that same feeling as i had all night.
back to that confidence thing, really, there is nothing anyone can say or do, i've never felt worse about myself. it's the result of a collection of life experiences involving image. nothing but image. and i would like to have a good one of myself, and FOR myself.
i miss kristan. i can't even say it enough.
who wants to talk about me some more? anyone? anyone? no. shut up becky. you don't even want to hear about you anymore.
someone throw a brick through my window please.
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uh-oh. i miss you terribly. when i do fun things, i always think how it would be even more fun with you. i went kayaking today and had to have a partner, and i was thinking that you would be my partner if you were here or i were there. and you know i truly completely honestly know you are a babe. a smoking hot babe! do you want to make out? nobody will make out with me here. :( NOBODY. maybe i will come back a little bit earlier. i think you need me. and i you. please cheer up mama bird.
ReplyDeletep.s. the neighbor man (Tony) is 29 and his wife is 26!!! Whhhhhhhaaaaaat? 4 children.
ReplyDeleteAs far as confidence goes, I don't know what to tell you because I could use some extra myself most of the time. Let's keep each other posted on how to do this.
ReplyDeleteOtherwise, I feel like it should be mentioned that you are super awesome and anyone who has the privilege of being your friend/sleeping with you is one lucky bastard. I would totally want to hang out with you all the time if I lived in the same city as you. Which is also partly why I really think you should move to Seattle.... Boise's a small enough town that I have heard shit about EVERYBODY I know there, but no one has ever had anything remotely bad to say about you. Seriously.
hey remember me? If you feel this way, talk to me, come to me for long talks and hugs. and kisses too. If only our schedules weren't polar opposites maybe we could spend more days sun bathing in eachothers company. I love you more than you think I do. And i miss you. We live one block away. Walk to me. Or I to you?
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